That girl's diary

I've lost my way I don't know what to say I've tried to be with you But you've walked away. I've shown you love But I've drifted away You became envious And jealousy sprung over your shoulders, not knowing what to say I've lost my way I've lost my pain You've left a whole You've borrowed my soul. Staring at me paved your way Seeing how happy I've become without a part of you, Had encouraged you to change. I've warned you I've tried to explore with you, But you just stayed the same. Although me and my lonely face tried to keep you away I trusted you I've learnt from your mistakes To take and not to throw away. I've shared my past I've spared my memories I've tried to breathe along and fast- You've taught me to call down You've taught me patience You've opened my heart Received the love Stressed my brain Into insane! You are my part My one and whole No one can thrust into a br...

You never realized me you never recognized me but now , You see me as this beautiful creature that comes from an incredible vine Surrounded by grape You never appreciated me you never heard me but now you see me and you hear my brilliant ideas that are full of life and anguish She was an invisible ant to you Always gazing ,pacing and hoping that you would recognize her But you didn't You saw that lovely quiet girl from nowhere A nerd you called her Away you drew her Before you showed her and begged her shoulder to lean before you owed her She was amazing ,sweet and trusting until you changed her And showed her You never helped me you never trusted me but now you see me as this amazing pebble that is as fragile as a glass stone You never emphasized on this you never made effort but now you see a stronger version of me that walks with a healed heart and a grateful soul You never protected me you never comforted me but now you see me as someone who can support you an...

I am his before I am yours I am God's Child before I am yours I am Jesus's Angel before I am yours I am a precious gem chosen by the finest artisans I am God's chosen desire and most favourite design of them all I am his before I am yours I am his disciple ,I am his student in every form I am his follower and he is forever guiding, protecting, encouraging and giving us wisdom . I am his before I am yours I am the daughter of the undefeated one The one who sacrificed his life and has given so much unconditional love The one that changed water into wine and fish to feed thousands of people I am the daughter of a living God One that opens doors for my future One that removes me from pain One that is everlasting and full of mercy One that is patient and persistent One that has timing that is rightfully his I am his before I am yours I am his prayer partner , I am a councilor and I am his friend I am his before I am yours Because he is in me as I am in him!!!...

I have learnt to love you at a distance All of you who have been there and been Good I salute you You who have given me the strength to keep pushing and you who believe in me But I have realized that I have to love you at a distance Which means that I will be polite and greet you because I respect you and acknowledge your presence and tenacity But I'll love you at a distance As you have seeked and sought You have taken and torn You have disrupted and aborted Everything away from me You have used and abused You have distracted my soul and left me with my bones For I'll love you at a distance I'll say hello despite the endless throws and the worthless foes Sometimes you have to allow yourself to love others at a distance because leaving them too close will create an enemy unknown. By Khauhelo Buti

I have a name Despite all the people that greet me Despite all those that despise me In all the circumstances I have a name In all the struggles I've been through Through all the praises I've given you My God, I have a name A name blessed by you A name with all that's sufficient A name with more than meaning A name that's always greening I have a name A name that makes me human A name that gives me power A name that always showers the everlasting flowers I have a name A name so humble A name so true A name that is never misunderstood A name so genuine a name that defines me A name that divides me A name that individualizes me A name that's lasting I have a name that entices you A name that excites you I have an African name that ignites you A name that recites you I have a name that beguiles you A name that manifests in God's benefits I have a name that is beyond the clouds Above the stars and next to the moon. I have a name. And m...